Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I need HElp!!!!!!!!
I dont know what to do anymore.. Any one out there please give me advice. I am so confused and I hate life. Nothing is going right. My dad is drinking and getting drunk and starting fights in our house, my sister keeps having seizers, my mom is unhealthy and had a heart attack when she was 34. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. Each and everyday i wonder what is gonna happen becuase i know i will come home and My dad will be drunk and start a fight. Once again he had to leave us. Tomarrow our WHOLE family is coming over and my mom and dad are gonna talk about everything. for 21 years my mom has gone through Hell becuase of my dad. And for 21 years my mom put up with it becuase she didnt want me and my sisters to grow up without a dad. Yes my dad supports us and buys us EVERYTHING but i would rather be living on the streets and have a father that actually loves us. I believe that right now EVERYBODY in the whole world is in Hell. I am dead serious. Once we all are in Heaven or Hell thats when life will begin for me becuase i know i will go to heaven and i know my family will to. And thats when my life will begin. But i am a 14 year old girl that is stressed out and scared to even be in my own house. I cant take it anymore. He knows we all love him but he has lost all his trust from me. I cant trust him anymore becuase he has promised us our whole lives he will get help and he still hasn't. I dont know what to do anymore. i will love him for ever but i dont know if i can take it anymore. I AM SICK OF LIFE AND EVERYTHING>>
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Natalie,
ReplyDeleteI know that we don't talk a lot but I mean EVERY word that I'm about to say.
You are an amazing strong person and will never regret meeting you. You are so kind and I (and many more) look up to you. You are AMAZING (trust me you are I looked up the definition and it's YOU!) I am so glad we are friends and I hope that this all works out. (I wish that I could give you advice, but I'm not all that wise. ) Thank you for being such an amazing and inspiring person.
~Meg!
Meghan,
ReplyDeletethank you so much.. That means so much to me. I am so happy we are friends. And we will be forever. I love you Meghan and thats means so much. YOu are such a sweetheart. and you are always there to make my day. Thank you so much......
natalie
i love you natalie!! i know times are hard but you've just gotta hang inn there. I will always be there for you no matter what!!! :D Your an amazing girla dn God with always be with you!
ReplyDeleteI love you!
~Callie Johnson
Callie,
ReplyDeleteI love you too. Thank you so much for everything you have done. You already made me happy and i knwo you will always be here for me and you know i will always be there for you.. Thank you so much callie. I love you
Natalie
I'm so sorry for all you're going through buddy. My family and I will always be there for you. :) I luv u sooooooooooooooo much! be happy my friend! :)
ReplyDeleteSilvana,
ReplyDeleteAwe you are such a wonderful friend. I love you. Thank you for everything. I love you too and thank you for always being there for me and you know i will Always be there for you..
Love Natalie
p.s. if Will bothers you I will kick his butt and same with Parker. Just let me know otay..
I love you natalie, i know what its like going through hard things and its not your fault i ♥ you!
ReplyDeletepost script: i already posted but it didnt appear so dont think i am ignoring your blog lol jk! love you!
Natalie:
ReplyDeleteI am always there for you and just try to stay strong and go through each day. If you need me I'm just a few houses down... go ahead and run to my house and we can talk about stuff! Just be the amazing girl you are :)